Maui

edI am heading to Maui tomorrow.  This is a trip I earned through my work. I am going without my family and I am excited, but I am scared and a little sad.  Since the kids were little I have always stressed when I have to leave them.  Seriously.  You would think I would be cool with this since I have been traveling for work for quite a few years.  However, every time I think about leaving them I worry about what would happen if something happened to me.  I know they would be okay.  Seriously. I know they would. However, I want to live to a ripe old age and experience grand kids and lots of travel with my hubby. 

I want the whole package life offers.  Is that too much to ask?  Ugh.  I love my family SOOOOO much that the stress I feel when I am getting ready to leave them is overwhelming!  I do want to say I will relax when I am on the plane, and especially when I get to my destination.  IT's HAWAII!!!  

So basically tonight, I am just venting.  NOT complaining, but I want my family to know they mean the world to me and I want to be there for all the amazing things life is going to give them.  Now, I am going to do a separate entry about my dogs.....