3 days left. That is what I have of my 24 year career in Early Childcare. I am not going to be done. I will find my way into children's hearts someway. My journey is not over, just going a different direction.
I spent yesterday evening crying on and off. I had a continuous lump in my throat. Honestly, I cannot explain my emotions except to say they are a mixture. EXCITEMENT, SADNESS, and a little bit of fear.
Did you know, if your goals don't scare you, they are not big enough? Well, my goal of closing my full time business to enter a world of inconsistent income is absolutely terrifying. HOWEVER, my faith is strong in the unknown. My faith is strong in my belief things will be okay. I have to remind myself it is okay to be scared. I don't have to act like I have it all together, even though people who don't know me really well would think that I do have it all together. I don't. I make messes and I make mistakes. I surround myself with people who appreciate me and understand me. These people are my rocks of stability when I am an emotional wreck. Everyone needs their people and today I am grateful for mine.
I look forward to spending more time being able to reflect on my journey, and to achieve the new scary goals I am putting out there after I complete this BIG one.
I spent yesterday evening crying on and off. I had a continuous lump in my throat. Honestly, I cannot explain my emotions except to say they are a mixture. EXCITEMENT, SADNESS, and a little bit of fear.
Did you know, if your goals don't scare you, they are not big enough? Well, my goal of closing my full time business to enter a world of inconsistent income is absolutely terrifying. HOWEVER, my faith is strong in the unknown. My faith is strong in my belief things will be okay. I have to remind myself it is okay to be scared. I don't have to act like I have it all together, even though people who don't know me really well would think that I do have it all together. I don't. I make messes and I make mistakes. I surround myself with people who appreciate me and understand me. These people are my rocks of stability when I am an emotional wreck. Everyone needs their people and today I am grateful for mine.
I look forward to spending more time being able to reflect on my journey, and to achieve the new scary goals I am putting out there after I complete this BIG one.
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